So my last weigh in was 4 weeks ago from the 19th, I went down 23 pds. Well I am now down 40 pounds.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
So I found out today that I am NOT getting enough vitamins, which is causing the sides of my mouth to split open. It is so painful, it feels like papercuts and everytime I talk or open my mouth to wide it reopens the cut. I hate forgetting my vitamins in the morning! I will have to make a note and put it where I will see it every morning, telling me to take my vitamins. I have my next check up on the 21st of July. I am so nervous to weigh in, I hope I have lost weight. I dont really feel like I have ,but maybe im the only one that cant see it.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
So I finally got my nephew moved in the my sons room. I am so nervous about this, but I know this is what is best for him until my mother adopts him. Well Alexander is loving having someone to play with his age. I am deciding on what to cook for dinner, I will have to run to the store soon. I am going to post pictures of dinner tonight(:
Friday, July 15, 2011
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
The biggest fear to live with is having the one person in your life taken away from you. The love of your life, the father of your child. Closer the day gets, it makes me just want to run and hide. I never thought my life would be this way. Just have him ripped out of your life and having to go on without him. I am trying to be strong for him and our son. I pray to God everyday that only good comes from this.